Showing posts with label Karma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Karma. Show all posts

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

Oh karma, you darling little bitch you.








I consider myself to be a fairly decent human being. And I think that's a fair assessment of myself.

I'm nortoriously helpful, sometimes to the point that I forget to take of my own to do list/problems/life. Oh, and did I mention sleep on that list? Tack that on there as well for every time I volunteer my services as DD and end up not getting home till after 6 in the morning. Those are just delightful evenings of fighting with drunk people who end up reaching the point where they forget that 4 long islands, 6 beers, and however many shots DO NOT add up to a safe driver. Lovely. Or if its not that it's my ability to be a drunk whisperer, but that's a whole other story.

I generally like most people. I start of giving people the benefit of the doubt untill they either prove their intellgence is lower than a grain of salt or that they're the assholes who'd piss on you when you're already down. There are maybe two people, if that, who've manged to piss me off enough that the thought of seeing them again makes my blood boil. But it really takes a lot of effort and totally shittiness on that persons part to accomplish that.

I work hard. Which that can't be helped as I've reached the 300+ level of college classes. Ugh, of course every time I think of that I want to gag because that means I'm almost done with school. But I digress...I work hard at my shitty little part time job as well. My managers love me because they know I'll work hard and get my job done the way I'm supposed to. In all of the jobs I've had I've only ever missed one day of work (which someone had written my name in when I had not agreed to take that shift), been late [but called ahead about] once, and any other time I've been called out or trade shifts or something of that idea. I'm responsible and I know it.

Now I could continue the list, but really I just want to ask why? WHY Karma did we have to flood the floor of my car? Why Mother Nature did you cause it to rain so hard there is a water line of sewage half way up my car door? WHY? I can't think of anything I've done that would constitute this being fair.

But I guess that's it huh? The whole life isn't fair to anyone idea coming into play. Well to that I'd like flip the world a bird and say f*** you. Thanks for nothing.

I'd hate to end this on an angery note so...in other news our power bill went down almost $130 dollars and our water bill went down about $50. So I guess that extra $50 bucks i'll save this month is how I get to save for new flooring in my car? Awesome...

"Character cannot be developed in ease and quiet. Only through experience of trial and suffering can the soul be strengthened, ambition inspired, and success achieved." - Helen Keller